Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do

hmmm – I don’t know the answer to that question.

Maybe I will change it to Something that I would like to do this year.

I would like to go the the Royal Easter Show in Sydney again – I went in 2000 – with my daughters Steffi and Lily. It was good with Steffi last time!

I would like to go to somewhere for a holiday too. I don’ t know where  or when. I will ponder that one!

Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.

I hope to get healthier. Then I would be able to walk further and lose weight and feel better in myself. hopefully that will happen! I wish that there was a stroke support group around here though.

Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.

this one is hard. in 1989  on 7 August I lost a baby.

a friend (she knows who she is) had boyfriend at the caravan park, I was there too and some mates. This man (jerk, asshole, etc – her boyfriend) picked me up and threw me against the metal garbage bin really hard. I hit it  and fell on the ground. I was in a lot of pain. when I got up and went to her boyfriend and then I king hit him in the balls.

I went to the toilets and it was too late – my baby was not inside me anymore. had to go to the hospital. I couldn’t forgive David for a very long time.

Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for

I can’t forgive myself for the fact that I didn’t say goodbye to my dad. He died on 30 July 2005 and his name was John James Payne. I miss him so much. Rest in peace dad! Till we meet again!